I SIXX:A.M. , la band di Nikki Sixx, DJ Ashba e James Michael, hanno pubblicato un nuovo video per il brano “X-Mas In Hell” dall’album “The Heroin Diaries Soundtrack” uscito nel 2007, come colonna sonora del libro che raccontava del periodo più cupo legato alla dipendenza dall’eroina di Nikki.
“Xmas in Hell” era la canzone di apertura di quel disco, e questo è il nuovo e primo lyric video del brano:
“X-Mas In Hell”
December 25th, 1986 – Van Nuys
That’s what people say at Christmas, right?
Except normally they have someone to say it to.
They have friends and family,
And they haven’t been crouched naked under a Christmas tree
with a needle in their arm like an insane person in a mansion in Van Nuys.
They’re not out of their minds, they’re not writing in a diary,
And they’re definitely not watching their holiday spirit coagulate in a spoon.
I didn’t speak to a single person today.
I thought why should I ruin their fucking Christmas.
I’ve started a new diary and this time I have a few new reasons.
One, I have no friends left.
Two, so I can read back and remember what I did the day before.
And three, so if I die, at least I leave a nice little suicide note of my life.
It’s just me and you, diary. Welcome to my fucking life.
Nobody would believe the shit that happens inside my head, it’s haunted.
Now I’ve come down from the drugs
it seems like a sick play that I saw in a theater somewhere.
Thirty minutes ago, I could’ve killed someone.
Or better yet, myself.